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Wednesday, January 30, 2013


We all wear a mask
we all have a monster within
we are all in hiding.

I knew you well enough
to know where this is going
to understand your choices
and to trust your capabilities.

I understand your motives well.
I can't say I'm not worried
but I can't deny the benefit it would bring.

You can't hold it back in forever, my friend.
But I know better than to constantly worry about you.

I will put my faith in you.

Monday, January 21, 2013

It's little, it's big, it's kindness.

Ahter, Alang
thank you so much from the bottom of my heart
for offering your phones
so that I could text my mum
to pretty much calm her off her worries on me.

That was unexpected.
Nobody has ever done that for me before.
So thank you.

thank you for returning the shillings
even when you don't have to
since it's rightfully yours, for our teh tarik.

That too was unexpected.
That is really kind of you.
So thank you.

thank you for coming tonight
even it's just to save your arse. Haha

Another unexpected thing.
You have no idea how much I miss hearing you talk.
So thank you.

You guys are amazingly nice tonight.
Shocking. Stunning.
Not that you guys are terrible every night or anything
it's just that everyone is sooooo nice, it's puzzling.
I like it :)

The rain outside
calms down every wrecked nerve in my body
time just stopped
and finally, my mind is sound
and every cell of me
is at peace.

Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah. Alhamdulillah.