Locked in.

I fear

that when I say what I feel

I will be looked at differently

or my feelings were deemed nonsense

or that it is not mutually felt

or that

I will be seen as weak.

I can't afford to be weak.

Life didn't wait

for someone to ask me if I'm okay

or for me to heal

or for my troubles to fade

They will keep on coming.

I am tired.

I am in pain.

I am.. unhappy, admittedly.

Of myself and my shortcomings

and the world and its cruelty.

Enough for me to consider flying away

if you understand.

But no

there is someone out there

a huge group, even

who suffered worst-

so I can't afford to be

a pussy.

I dare not to share my feelings anymore

Habukss.

Ha!

Fuhh lama tak bukak page ni.

Sebenarnya tak tau nak letak apa dah.

Tapi baru baru ni

ada follow Twitter account @englishjer

dan ada masa diorang promote satu site ni

awefullywritten.com.

Terlintas hati nak hantar karya kat situ hehe.

Actually dah hantar! Haha

Kalau jumpa bagitau titeww yewww hahahaha

Jadi mungkin

blog ni akan jadi tempat

cuba try test

sekadar menaip

apa yang terdengar, terlihat, terasa; lalu terfaham

lalu tercurah semahunya di sini, dan sana.

Takat tu jelah.

Salam Sejahtera.