if i can go back, i would. badly.
i want to relive the glory i had.
i want to feel happy like i did then.
i want to have that sense of belonging.
and the feeling that everything is fine. perfect. just.. faces plastered with a smile.
but i can't, therefore i won't.
because i do, i'll never know what i know now.
i'll never understand what i've come to understand.
and.. above all, i'll be as happy and content as i am today.