Not now.

Dear heart, do me a favour.

Please don't fall for anyone just yet.

I'm already done hoping for a past to repeat itself.

Dear YOU.

Remember how we used to like and comment each other's statuses?

How we could talk to each other?

How good we were last time?

And the next thing I knew

all of that just stopped.

I don't know what happened.

I don't know if I've done anything wrong to you.

Or if there's something you wished I'd do but I didn't.

To tell you the truth, I was crushing on you.

But just my luck

you were crushing on someone else.

That's fine. Just follow your heart.

I'm not going to do anything with you anymore.

I mean, we don't talk like we used to anymore.

So, it's okay.

Now, I really, REALLY can't afford to fall for anyone.

I think

the walls are rising higher.

trust is becoming too precious to be given away so easily.

what more, love.

I'm dying to reach out.

However

I see more judgment than understanding.

So please tell me

How do I explain just how much I care.. to someone

who'll never understands?