Holding onto patience, wearing thin.

THIS IS A RANT.

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The wait is a pure killer. My future comes down to this.

I've been waiting for this day. For the results. I don't care if I got it or not.

I JUST WANT TO KNOW THE ANSWER NOWNOWNOW! I can't wait anymore!

And yet, the results is still not out yet! They said mid-November - for fuck's sake it's already 15th November! Isn't that middle enough?!

I'm hoping for a turn of events when it comes out. In a way or another. I just wanted a change, and this is a shot I HAVE to take. And I'm waiting excruciatingly.

It's 3.15am. I don't know if I can sleep. Oh dear God.

OH GOD!