From peace and boredom, we'll be back to fun and chaos.

Yup, we're returning back to our campus.

Back to the chaos and fun!

More challenges awaiting us.

Although.. I'm not expecting a challenger within my big, BIG family.

I don't mind the challenger - mak die yg competitive.

Hahahah, aduii..

Wad eber laa. Berserah je la kpdNya.

Aku cume nk survive je semester ni.

Cuak gile akan ade yg x dpt meneruskan perjuangan.
Sungguh x adil.

Tapi mungkin ade hikmah di sebaliknye.

Begitulah putaran hidup kite sebagai hambaNya.

Teguhkanlah kesabaran kami

Iman kami

Dan kurniakanlah ke atas kami petunjuk

Kejayaan dan kebahagiaan

yang diberkatiMu

yang hakiki di sisiMu.

Best of luck.

:D

Just a little thank you.

(friendship)

cooperative and supportive behavior between two or more humans

Thank you for your friendship. ♥

Wishing you a blessed life ahead filled with success and happiness wherever you may be.

:)

(makin jiwang! hmm, layan je la)

Alhamdulillah.

Segala puji bagi Allah, Tuhan sekalian alam.

Dgn izinNya aku beroleh pointer yg ibu aku banggekan.

Iaitu.. 3.50.

Ya Allah, betapa terkejut, terharu, gembire.. hanye Dia yg tau.

Mmg kne peluk cium la, pe lg. :)))

Katenye, maintainkan la.

InsyaAllah ea Ma.

Memandangkan hang dh diberitahu.. jgn dikecohkan plak. Aku x suke kecoh2.

Bg aku.. sape2 pun bleh DL.

Agak spoil jgk bile ade kalangan org yg dikenali.. ade yg x dpt join same2.
Mmg kacau la.. sucks the fun out of everything.
Lebih2 lg salah seorg tu ialah org yg aku bru nk rapat.. sedih kot..

Sunyi la kau xde nnt.

Nnt aku nk bg sayur kat sape time makan nnt.. Dh la yg sorg lg tu jauh nuuuun di Nogongi..

:'(

Apepun,

Naik sem ni kite usaha lg ea.

Kalau pnjang rezeki, DL ramai2 ea, insyaAllah.

LIBK BATCH 20/2011 (part 2!)

Perh, agak hebat! Post kedua psl dak2 LIBK!

Yg dolu punye post psl kawan2 rapat teman time tu [yg amat sukar dikontek] dan program tu secare umumnye.

Ni pun same jgk! Hahah :D

(kalau aku buat sume kang berjela2 pnjangnye nnt)

OK! First nk cite pasal manusia peymes time program tu - Ozil!

Name diberi: Zulkhairi. Nickname: Ozil, Mual, Tisu

Dak kampus Bandaraya aka Larkin. Die ni peymes psl senang campur ngan org. Sempoi la mamat ni.

Muke je cam ganas kan? Last day latihan tu die nangis kot.. sbb terharu parents die datang all the way to kampus Segamat nk pasang pangkat. Anak bongsu la katekan. Awww :D

Needless to say smpai skang pun kene bahan psl tu - kne gelar Hati Tisu ngan jurulatih, hahahah :D

Papepun, die ni tebaik la!

Seterusnye, Apek.

Sheikh Mohd Eeqbal aka Apek!

Hmm.. sah2 la mix kan.

Dak kampus Kuala Pilah, Negeri Sembilan. Perkare yg aku paling igt psl die ialah die suke karok. Lepak ngan die je mesti die nk nyanyi. Mmg nmpk la mmbesar sebelah radio. :)

Aku rse die ni org Perak la.. psl die agak slalu berkome-mike ngan kitorg.

Agak suke senyum ini org. :D

Die ni pun leh tahan jgk sakat menyakat ni. Pantang diberi peluang!

One thing for sure, mmg sonok lepak ngan die. Harap dpt jmpe time Jambori nnt, insyaAllah! :D

Next, Niena! The best for last, LOL :D

Makin lame makin rapat :D

Photo: credits to her. Niena! :D

Aku igt lg.. awal2 program ni, asal lepak ngan die je, keje kitorg asyik GELAK je memanjang! Tambah lak aku ni secara semula jadi nye mmg suke gelak.. mmg ngam la ngan die ni :D

Mase pegi Bukit Asahan pun makan pun ngan die ngan Haqim. Igt lagi - slalu aku dok dikepit tgh2, die seblah kanan.. Haqim seblah kiri. Dalam duduk bertige tu kitorg pun berborak.
Alahaii bahagianye dikepit kwn2
(ape punye statement daa geli gile jiwang nk mati)

Budak ni mmg slalu kne luku ngan aku, har har harr :p

Aku x bape minat sayur.. so asal ade sayur je aku slalu bg die.

Air pun kongsi. Cume die x bape minat kopi - x suke bnde pahit.

Nasib baik satu kampus! InsyaAllah bleh lepak slalu ngan Rooney ea? :D

Ngan Kamarulazwan pon boleh :D

***************

Kalau takat nk cite ngan lebih mendalam psl program tu baik x yah.

Solat, PT, makan, kawad, makan, solat, kawad, minum, kawad, solat, sukan, solat, kuliah, solat, ceramah, tido.

Camtu je :p

Pandu arah kat Asahan? Heheh :D

Group hamba terdiri drpd Farah Diana aka Koyak (hahahahahah) , Paan, Kembar Aidil, Fetra aka Zakat Fitrah (hahahahahahaha), Bob, Nisa Tiger, Wan (alaa xde pesbuk die) dan hamba ini.

Kejenye adalah cari bearing utk cari checkpoint.
(mesti la.. xkan nk bercucuk tanam kot)
Kitorg akan ditemani seorg komander. Kejenye hnye meng'observe' ape yg kitorg buat.

Paan mmg terer la wa cakap lu. Dr taklimat bace peta hari tu aku terPK..
".. budak ni ade bakat ni.."

(cheh ayat berlagak + bangga)

Kat dua2 checkpoint tu kitorg yg smpai dulu. Weeee :D
Trime kasih daun keladi.


Perjalanan kitorg dipenuhi onak dan duri dan anak sungai dan tanah curam dan nyamuk dan lalat!

(alaaa bese le tu)

Ade tu smpai ade la seorg BK tu suarnye tersangkut.. lalu ia terkoyak!

(dh bg hint dh sape, kan kan kan)

Byk kene lalu pagar besi berduri tuh.

(spoil la)
Time tu lutut aku agak sakit gak. Makin lame aku jalan makin aku rse aku jalan mcm zomba.
(hahahah gile2)
Sakit tu sakit la gak.. tp lepas dinaikkan semangat oleh member2 sekalian.. hamba redah jgk! :D

(heheh thx korg)

Mati2 igt komander tu x bwk kamera.. skali bile dh nk gerak ke penempatan bru die kuarkan kamera!
Haih.. xpe2.. jnji ade gamba sket. Cume.. mne nk cari gamba2 tu? :s


Mmg aku xkan lupekan perjalanan tu.. mmg tersengih2 jgk bile teringat balik.

Bile la agaknye akan merase camtu lg bersame2 ea.. :)

LIBK BATCH 20/2011.

Just arrived home yesterday. Perh heaven kot.

For this first time I'm actually dying to get home.

I thought it'll be fun.

For some parts, it is.

Ragging kaw2 doooee. X___X

Hahah :D

Kene guling atas jalan, skali tu pumping gune knuckle. Slalu siswa yg kne knuckle. Pastu duduk stail naik moto.. minus the seat la, of course.

Aku ni plak AGAK x bese diri tgh2 panas.. so for 2 days I ended up at sickbay.

First time for migraine.

The second for nearly puked, exhaustion and slight difficulty in breathing.

Well.. I asked for it,

so I try to lift my spirits back up again.

Yang klakanye salah seorg yg sebenanye ambik berat ttg diri aku dan semangat aku yg kian luntur time tu..

.. adelah org yg kawan aku x suke, to put it mildly.

Memang btul la kate kwn aku, JPAM dak Nogongi. Katenye..

'Lom tntu kwn2 kite yg baik2 tu akan ade time kite susa. Tau2 kwn2 yg buruk akhlak tu jgk yg dtg mmbantu.'

He has the right to say so - a month before SPM he had a bike accident and his right hand broke and his left, cracked.

Imagine how he must have thought and felt when none of his mates came - instead, those playboys, rempits and smokers came and cheered him up. As for his SPM, well he took longer than usual to complete it and he gained 2 As. Slightly lower than he aimed for.. but better than nothing.

That's the guy - Haqim namenye. Like every friends I have in contact, he's crazy like heck.

But damn he's so smart - carry mark BEL die tinggi gile. Yang lain2 pun same gak. And he's loaded.

But he's such an angel - the nicest guy around. He really cared for his friends. Die kate kalau boleh die x nak ragging2 cam yg kitorg kne kat sini. Tmbhnye cukup la diorg faham ape yg diajar dan diorg enjoy, x stress2.

Die slalu karok.. mcm2 lagu la die nyanyi. Smbil2 tu [konon2] main gitar. Bengongnye la alahai.. tp alih2 kalau turn aku lak karok.. aku mesti nyanyi lagu ni..



.. sebab lagu ni bernilai bg aku. Diorg nyanyi lagu ape pun.. lagu ni jgk aku nyanyi.

Kalau ade peluang slalu lepak ngan die.. ngan yg sorg lagi ni, Syah aka Rooney aka Cyclops.

Tu lah. X pasal2 nme aku. Muke blur + nerd.

Meet my friend, Syah. XD

Die bukan saje2 je pakai shades time lintas hormat tuh.

It's just mate die x leh kne panas.. kalau bia lame2 nnt mate die merah.. mcm Cyclops.

Merah gile kot.. tp die ok. Dan die course CS, kampus Segamat. So nnt insyaAllah bleh lepak slalu! :D

Haih.. rugi btul die x ikut gi Asahan. Mcm2 bnde terjadi. Dh la bkn main lame pnye lepak tuh!

There'll be Jambori this year, God-willing on October I think.

And Negeri Sembilan will be hosting! Can't wait to see them again!

If I could, that is.

But one thing I'm sure of is that I'll go the distance just so that I'll see them again.

Tiket bas pun bape la sgt. :D



Everything is bearable because of them. Otherwise, I'll never smile as wide as I do today.



Ya Allah, kepadaMu aku bersyukur kerana ketemukan aku dengan mereka.
(dalam diam mmg aku sayang diorg ni.)

------------------------


Haaa. Last day ade pemberian pangkat atau mengikut istilah diorg.. passing out.

(jap2, bukan ke pass out tu maksud die pengsan? errr.. x kesa la)

Letters will be dispatched to families, inviting them to come and see their child get burnt, cramped, walk around in a robotic manner and get burnt under the Sun.

Then diorg akan pasangkan pangkat KRM tu kat bahu anak kesayangan diorg.

(ehem saya adalah salah seorg drpdnye.)
Hahahah, nmpk dan bunyi je cam aku gurau2 ngan Ibu aku time tu.. pdhal, memikirkan tanggungjawab yg dipikul, bkn senang. Perasaan ni timbul sbb mase skolah menengah dlu, aku penah lalai.. so dgn izinNya aku harap dpt jauhkan dr perkara camtu.

Ayat paling sayu aku dgr dr Ibu aku,

"Kalau Papa ade die sendiri yang akan pasangkan."

Sebaknye aku hanye Tuhan yg tau. Tp tahan.
Lepas die blah dr baris dan ayat tu terngiang2 semula, gugur jgk air mate ni. Teringat kat die.
Siap leh terbayang lg - berpakaian batik ngan suar slack hitam, berkasut, tersenyum dgn senyuman yg aku ngan banggenye warisi dr die, heheheh.

Tgn die steady je pasang pangkat. Al maklum la.. pesara tentera. Dh bese.

Tp realitinye lain, dan itulah yg bikin aku, Ibu aku apetah lg.. hancur luluh.


Mak aku slalu nasihat, kalau teringat, igt2 la nk hadiahkan Al-Fatihah.



Al-Fatihah. :D

The waterworks blocked his words.

(make your own love.. love.. love)

The waterworks blocked his words

He felt sorry, well I'm sorry for me too

But I think you're broken to the fact, I can't and won't go back

But I think you're broken to the fact..

You.. make your own love

Yeah you.. make your own love

Love, love..

Where did you go, don't you know.. I'm still here?

You think you're better all alone

(better all alone)

No, I think you're broken to the fact, I can't and won't go back

Yeah I think you're broken to the fact

You.. make your own love

Yeah you.. make your own love

Love, love..

What if it's all a quick dream?

Can I just stomp right through the concrete, see who's beneath me?

And are you honest to God when you speak?

When you seek proof, does it hide from you?

I wanna feel the way you claim to..

You.. make your own love

Yeah you.. make your own love

Love, love

Love

Everything will change.. from this point onwards.

From this point onwards..

>> Everything will pile up on me. <<

Assignments. Obligations. Troubles. Challenges.

It will all pile up.

And as always, I'll get through it all.

I have to.

>> I'm most probably not gonna get what I wanted. <<

The things I want.

The chances I can only dream of having.

And maybe even the guy I wanted the most. :P

Right now, I can only try to get what I need.

>> Everything will change. <<

Maybe I'll change.

Maybe they'll change.

Maybe my environment will change.

Nothing will ever be the same. And I'll adapt as everything changes.

BOOM MELETOP.

hahah tetibe :D

Eh, tak. Bukan band baru.

BAWAK BERTENANG. XDE PAPE NYE. :D

Just discovered! :D

Aku baru je jmpe band ni. :D

Mase tgh sedap2 layan lagu kat Jango, ini band punya lagu pun dimainkan.

Jatuh hati! (perh hiperbola plak)

Aku suke sbb dram die laju, riffs pun just nice and xde jerit2.

Dah lame aku x layan lagu jenis camni. Rasenye last time aku mmg serius layan lagu2 ni mase form 4 dulu.

Msuk kolej ni si Nazif la bagi mcm2 jenis lagu.

Tp mostly tenet je la.

Takat ni dulu. Nak sambung dgr lagu.

Mne tau ade lagi upcoming bands like this one.. yang bernama For This Cause.

Bru nak naik band ni. :D

I can hear you breathing, letting out a sad sigh.

I can see your shadow layin' in the moonlight

I can feel your heart beat playin' on my right side

Every night I long for this, makin' up what I miss

I can hear you breathin', lettin' out a sad sigh

You try so hard, to hide your scars

Always on your guard

Don't, don't let me go

Don't make me hold on

When you're not

Don't, don't turn away

What can I say

So you won't

No don't, don't let me go

I can see the skyline fadin' in the distance

Tears are comin' down and I'm tryin' just to make sense

I don't listen to the radio, just the engine and the road

I wonder if my words are makin' any difference

I dream and then it seems to end

But always comes again

Don't, don't let me go

Don't make me hold on

When you're not

Don't, don't turn away

What can I say

So you won't

No don't, don't let me go

I'm comin' down to where you're standin'

I need you now

Or you'll be watchin' me hit the ground

With a crash landin'

Don't, don't let me go

Don't make me hold on

When you're not

Don't, don't turn away

What can I say

So you won't

No don't, don't let me go

Don't let me go

Don't let me go

**************

Agak2 la kan.. yang pendatang2 tu sume dapat ke jmpe kuarge diorg?

Adekah sume yang kite nmpk lalu lalang slalu tu sebenanye datang sini secare rela?

Adekah diorg ade tanggungan? Kuarge? Anak? Isteri? Adik beradik?

Ape keje haram yg diorg kne buat utk duit?






That's how the world goes - EVERYTHING needs money.
EVERYTHING  can fixed with money.
EVERYTHING is ruined because of money.

Papepun, kite sebagai hambeNya harus bersyukur.

Kerana Dialah yg mencipte kite. Berkuasa memberi dan menarik balik kurniaanNya.

Dialah yg Maha Penyayang. Maha Menyeksa. Maha Menerima Taubat.

Bersyukurlah la ye. :D

Yang kite ade kuarge. X terpisah, x tertunggang langgang.
Ade sumber utk dijadikan makanan dan minuman.
Ade pendidikan.
Ade otak.
Ade badan yang berfunction sebaiknye.
Ade kengkawan yg memahami dan sentiase mmberi semangat.
Ade langit dan awan dan Matahari.
Ade hujan.
Ade burung2 berkicauan - petanda telinge berfunction.. dunie kite aman.. dan sebagai halwa telinge.
Ade kucen utk diajak bermanje.
Ade pokok utk dijadikan meja, almari, dan ketas2 exam.
 Ade besi utk dijadikan kuali pantri, kunci locker dan.. dan...

.. dan...

Haiiii kalau aku list sume bnde nk disyukurkan di sini mmg smpai bile pun x abis!

Tapi rasenye dah paham dah, kan. :)

There's another world on my bedroom walls. :)

When I'm on my own, I can be who I want to

There's another world on my bedroom walls

Can I get there someday?

Can I get there someday?

It could be yours, the world we see

The future's ours, stand close to me

Here we are, our dreams in sight

We'll come together

Can you feel it tonight?

Can you feel it tonight?

So I ran for days

And now I found my way

And as the streets race past

I just won't look back

Can I make it someday?

Can I make it someday?

It could be yours, the world we see

The future's ours, stand close to me

Here we are, our dreams in sight

We'll come together

Can you feel it tonight?

Can you feel it tonight?

Oh oh oh oh oohhh...

It could be yours, the world we see

The future's ours, stand close to me

Here we are, our dreams in sight

We'll come together

Can you feel it tonight?

Can you feel it tonight?

This is for home.

************

 Pejamkan matamu untukku

Dengarlah dunia berkata-kata

Usah kau ragu, di sini tempatmu
Walau berubah, di mata kita tetap indah
Selagi kau masih percaya

Ketawa, kecewa, terpisah

Jalan yang lurus kian berhalang

Adakah semua ini yang ku inginkan
Ataupun hanya mengejar dunia semata-mata
Kuharap 'ku masih percaya

Adakah semua ini yang ku inginkan
Ataupun hanya mengejar dunia semata-mata

Kuharap kau masih percaya

Buka matamu, biar aku memelukmu

Kita bersama masih muda, masih mentah

Kuharap kau masih percaya

Selama ini, selama ini

Selama ini, selama ini

Selama ini, selama ini

Selama ini 

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Sejujurnye, aku memang tgh bosan gile babeng kat umah ni.

Kengkawan tarak, Blok I tarak, pekan koboi tarak, SUMA TARAK!

Haih! Rase nk jerit 'aku bosaaaaan' je kat taman perumahan ni.

Tapi dalam kebosanan tu dapat la lepas rindu. Dan ibu aku pun dpt la lepas rindu kat teman kan.

Har har harrr.

Kalau x bile la lagi.. aku ni bukan jenis suke balik mcm Ustaz Amir tuh..

Haaa yang tuh memang sayang mak. :D

Anyway, semalam bertembung plak dgn ini video. Lame dah video nih. Akhir taon lepas.

Suke videonye yg menggambarkan kehidupan seharian.

Liriknye yang penuh makne.

Lebih2 lagi temanye - HOME. :)

To me, home is a place where one belongs, feels secure and loved, and where you feel free of your obligations and titles.

A place where you are YOU - not a hero, a super this or that - just a normal, average you.

What is home to you?

Scouting? Searching? Lost?

 Sheila On 7 - Untuk Perempuan.mp3

(if you're a girl, single, and worried about being single, this is for you.)

Jangan mengejarnya, jangan mencarinya
Dia yang 'kan menemukanmu
Kau mekar di hatinya
Di hari yang tepat..

Jangan mengejarku.. dan jangan mencariku
Aku yang 'kan menemukanmu
Kau mekar di hatiku
Di hari yang tepat..

Tidaklah mawar hampiri kumbang
Bukanlah cinta bila kau kejar
Tenanglah tenang, dia 'kan datang
Dan memungutmu ke hatinya yang terdalam, bahkan

Dia takkan bertahan tanpamu

Sibukkan harimu, jangan fikirkanku
Takdir yang 'kan menuntunku
Pulang kepadamu
Di hari yang tepat..

Tidaklah mawar hampiri kumbang
Bukanlah cinta bila kau kejar
Tenanglah tenang, aku 'kan datang
Dan memungutmu ke hatiku yang terdalam, bahkan

'Ku takkan bertahan tanpamu, whoa whoaaa..

Aku yang 'kan datang..
(repeat till fade)

I exchanged secrecy for understanding and gained concerned remarks in return.

So much for secrecy, hahahah :D

Everyone knew full well I'll be a part of the LIBK.

Little knew I am kinda.. nervous, and a little reluctant to do this.

Even little knew why.

But in the end the talk about it came up, I became the butt of the jokes (since I'm the only one of the 2 that's online) and somehow.. it just flew out of my mouth. Or.. my hands.

First, one of my classmates talked about the 'fun' in being one.

They can get pissed as they please.

Wear tight.. this and that.

You get allowance. And college.

You get to 'repeat' papers.. all thanks to your dedication to this stuff.

Of all that was mentioned above.. I'm worried about the last one the most.

I can go emo for the whole hour if I found out that I messed up.

Then I said that I have my own reasons.

They asked if allowance is the reason.

I said it is A PART of it.

Then I was asked, "what's the other part?"

No running away from it, eh? :D

Well, I'm the one who started it so.. in the end, everything is left in the open.

I gave them the link to the post.

It's here. Feel free to take a look.

The reaction? :D

"Isn't 15k enough?? 3k every semester!"

"The allowance is used for your courses, your clothes, the dinner for later on, and a bunch of other stuffs.. that's why I turned down the offer.."

"I hate commander."

^ I LOLed at this.. since this came from one of the class clowns.. who meant well. :)

"Choose wisely."

At that time, I was thinking again and again.

And truly, I appreciate all the opinions and concerned remarks that they gave on this matter.

I knew it won't be easy.

Worse yet, I knew that I don't know where to begin.. and how to face this.

I did pretty well on exams this semester and I'm really, REALLY worried if I'll screw up this semester and the coming ones.

I'm scared, to tell the truth. So scared.

But I took so much of Mum's money.. I literally took this decision almost without thinking.

Like I said, it's a gamble.

Like I said, tawakal je la.

Only God knows what's in store for me.

The best I can do.. is to give everything my best shot.

And after that.. leave everything to His power.

KepadaMu aku memohon pertolongan

KepadaMu aku berserah

KepadaMu jugalah aku akan kembali.

I would give everything just for a taste.

KT Tunstall - Saving My Face.mp3

See the look on my face

From staying too long in one place

But every time I try to leave

I find I keep on stalling

Feel like a big old stone

Standing by a strength of my own

But every time the morning breaks

I know I'm closer to falling

I'm all out of love, all out of faith

I would give everything just for a taste

But everything's here, all out of place

Losing my memory, saving my face

Saving my face, saving my face

Saving my face.

Listening to what you say

Eventhough I look the other way

But you could never understand the feeling

Of what I'm leaving

I'm all out of love, all out of faith

I would give everything just for a taste

But everything's here, all out of place

Losing my memory, saving my face

Saving my face...

Whoa, ooh...

Leave it all to me

I will do the right thing

Baby I'll be everything I need

Leave it all to me

I will do the right thing

Baby I'll be everything I need

Leave it all to me

I will do the right thing

Do the right thing

I'm all out of love, all out of faith

I would give everything just for a taste

But everything's here, all out of place

Losing my memory, I'm losing the best of me.

I'm all out of love, all out of faith

I would give everything just for a taste

But everything's here, all out of place

Losing my memory, saving my face

Saving my face...

Whoa, ooh...

Blast from the past. :D

 The Cranberries - Ode To My Family.mp3

Understand the things I say
Don't turn away from me
Because I've spent half my life out there
You wouldn't disagree
Do you see me?
Do you see, do you like me?
Do you like me standing there?
Do you notice?
Do you know, do you see me?
Do you see me?
Does anyone care?

Unhappiness where's when I was young
And we didn't give a damn
Because we were raised
To see life as fun and take it if we can
My mother, my mother she hold me
Did she hold me when I was out there
My father, my father, he liked me
Oh he liked me, does anyone care?

Understand what I've become
It wasn't my design
And people everywhere think
Something better than I am
But I miss you, I miss
Because I liked it, 'cause I liked it
When I was out there
Do you know this, do you know?
You did not find me, you did not find
Does anyone care?

Unhappiness was when I was young
And we didn't give a damn
Because we were raised
To see life as fun, and take it if we can
My mother, my mother she hold me
Did she hold me when I was out there
My father, my father, he liked me
Oh he liked me, does anyone care?

Does anyone care?