I don't know.

Well, here goes nothing.

Dear crush, the first time I saw you

I thought you looked like.. a nerd.

You know, like, skema.

Days go by and we just bonded.

Just a typical one.

You talk to me and it just flows from there

and vice versa.

Well, we don't do that much anymore.

It's fine.

Things change, and so did we.

I understand.

And I couldn't care less about what effect these words could bring, anyway.

I just want to say it somewhere

since I can't say it to you.

This may sound so.. weird

but I'm really just too shy to say it to you.

Gosh, this is embarrassing 

I never expect that

you

will become

someone

who meant so much to me.

It is as if

no matter how many guys I've seen

and how gorgeous their smile is

none of them

could beat yours.

You have the cutest smile I have ever seen

and as soon as I saw it

I am so stunned I just froze

my mind went completely blank

except to say

"damn why are you so cute?"

I don't know how that can happen

much less why.

I really don't know.

How could our hearts

without our knowledge

flew to someone we can never have?

I don't know.

I wish you well.