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I have no idea what to type here, really.

Partly because there's just too much that has happened, I really don't know where to start. :/

And the truth is.. I prefer typing about my observations on anything I see than about my life. So, down here.. are really just observations.

Well.. I.. uh, just found out some guy I was interested in is now taken.

Lucky girl. << a friend questions this statement.. she might have a point. He's reckless like hell, anyway.

There's a.. misunderstanding (as I see it) which wouldn't have happened if the people around the accused (LOL) would just try to understand their friends better instead of jumping into conclusions.

Gosh, such bullshit. XD

Mum at home is feverish. What better way to fall asleep than to hear your mum gets even more frequently sick, huh?

Shopping! On a low budget. I'm looking for a new pair of sneakers. And a pair of plaid shirts. ANY brand, I'm less picky that way. ;)

Assignments. Well3.



Oh, what the fuck.. no shit, no life. That's life.



You know, watching others going all lovey dovey with their dearest did get me going,
"I wish I can feel that too.. even for a short while."

But somehow, I don't feel like it yet.

The feeling of being vulnerable, able to trust, and to be open to whoever that person might be..
It kinda gives me the.. shivers?

I don't mind dealing with any kind of pain - anything but regarding trust.

Not over that pain yet.



I can only hope and pray.. that one day, I'll be willing to open up to someone.


And then wait for it to be answered.