Until 2 years ago, every weekend..

.. it will be just another weekend

watching nothing but sports.
Sometimes tennis.
Sometimes Formula One.
But he especially loves football.

That is my dad. :)

Tomorrow Chelsea is going head to head against Arsenal.

And then there's Queens Park Rangers against Tottenham Hotspur.

He would love to see these matches.

I'll be there, just sitting next to him

hearing him talk

cheer in delight

scream in horror

while watching football.

Especially when it involves Manchester United. Hahahah

Semalam, kawan coursemate masa sekolah dulu

meninggal dunia, accident.

Jelas sekali diorang terasa dengan pemergiannya.

Tu yang aku teringat balik tu. Cuma,

cara aku hadapi benda tu.. agak lain la.

Elak menangis selagi boleh. Sampai benci menangis pun ada.

Ganas kan cara aku. Hahahah
Tapi aku sudah muak, tengok satu isi rumah
menangis, terkenang, termenung.
Betapa ingin aku laungkan pada masa itu
"sudah la tu; Papa takkan kembali!"

Mungkin aku mampu buat begitu; bertahan sekeras mungkin,

Tapi tak semua mampu.

Weekend menjelang.

Tah dapat ke tidak TV tu aku conquer.

Yang lain sebok tengok drama je.

Haih, meleleh sana meleleh sini, tragis betol. Hahahah

Basically, I really just miss my dad. :)
Al Fatihah kepada mereka.