Forget everything I'm going to say.

I can see

how broken you are.

I can see

how distant you are from your mother

and how close you are to your father.

how alone you feel

and just how happy you are

when we are together.

He can see

that you were in so much pain

you lose your senses.

He can see

not everyone had it easy like he did.

He can see

that he doesn't see, or understand everything.

But he tried. He tried.

He can see

the right time to make a stupid joke

He can see

fun in the most mundane things

He can see

when something gets serious

and he'll start being serious, and will try to give his say.

We knew, you know.

You've held it within you for far too long.

I knew. Right on the first day.

Your face said it all.

One test. One invitation.

And just one response from you.

And there, I was right.

I have no intent

to make you stay, nor am I sure that I will stay.

I've seen too many departures

that in the end, I really just don't care

if anyone leaves

no matter how dear that person is to me.

It would suffice

that you, them, or anyone

will never EVER feel

the pain/sorrow/anger I've felt before.

Just no.

Your sorrow is my sorrow.

Your happiness is my happiness.

I can see

how you looked up to us.

I don't know how have I helped you

or how he did

But please remember this

we're not angels - we are merely humans.

Prone to mistakes.

Enchanted by temptations.

Worn out by despair.

Remember that He'll be watching.

Know that we'll be around.

We'll be glad to help you.

But if I have to choose

I want to set you free

just let you roam, sail through your life

fight the high tides with your own wits and faith.

You will lose us, someday

one way or another.

But don't lose youself.

Push yourself. Love yourself. Respect yourself.

You've held your own, and came this far

so I know you can pull through this. Trust me.

Be strong.

Now forget everything you just read