What could have been.

Today

is not just my eldest sister's birthday

but also

my parents' anniversary.

"Tak perlu la wish, sedih nanti."

That's what she said.
And I said nothing.

Mama I want him home..

Mama I still cry..

Mama why is he gone before he could see me off to college?

Mama will he approve of my husband-to-be?

Mama he's not here; which man will protect me?

Mama why is it too soon..

Well, Ma

happy anniversary.